Very Definitely Maybe

location: Home--My Room

mood: jubilant

music: The Weather Channel

I stopped my therapy sessions today. Not because I want to avoid them, or anything, but because I accidently figured out that one of my medications was making me anxious (it's called doxepin, if you're wondering). Or, at least, paired with the wellbutrin it made me overly anxious. Of course, I didn't know this until the prescription ran out and took a while to fill and, before I knew, I'd gone a week without it and my excess anxiety? Poof! Totally gone. I feel like myself again, which is so very nice.

Now, I just have to get myself a job. There's job fair on the 30th...I just have to get more info about it from Mom (as in, where is and what time is, etc.). And I need to fix myself a resume.

But, my lack of employment notwithstanding, I'm feeling rather jubilant right now.

location: Home--My Room

mood: annoyed

music: Closed Case

I'm going to put this behind a cut for those who haven't read Stephenie Meyers's Twilight series (Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse).( This one of those really rare times where I get pissed off at canon... )

On another note, my mom has a new job. She's leaving Traffic Court and going to work at the Arkansas Rice Depot (which is a non-profit organization that helps the "needy"). I'm really happy for her. Now I just have to get myself a job...(Temp agencies and their websites are confusing...)

Also, I think I'm starting to convert from Peter/Claire to West/Claire...*gasp!* I loved the vintage Superman/Lois Lane scene that West and Claire had. Sooo cute. It totally won me over.

I'm going to get a full-time job and do school part-time (like one or two courses a semester.) This way, I can save up enough money (hopefully) to move out of my parents' house in a few years and, you know, be a real adult. I'm just so sick of feeling like I'm eons behind my friends (the ones who have moved out and/or had babies--not that I want babies, you know, ever.) So, that's my plan. Here's hoping this one works.

On a completely unrelated note, I've started reading the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer. On the whole, I like it. Except for the parts where Bella makes me want to slap her. Hard. A lot. Especially the way she used Jake. So wrong.

Heroes season 2. Wow. Flying Boy (as opposed to Flying Man, her real daddy) is going to be her boyfriend? Interesting. I almost like the kid. But, really, I'd rather have Paire. Speaking of Peter, the ending? OMFG, liek whoa. And, Hiro + Swordsmith's Daughter = Love.

General Hospital has been bothering me lately. I mean, I'll still watch it (and pray for Spinelli/Georgie), but I think the writing is starting to wane again. I mean, it had gotten to be decent there for a a while (introduction of Spinelli). But the Lulu = Goddess thing is seriously starting to bother me. I mean, she is so not the only attractive, sorta nice girl around. Hell, she's not the only attractive, sorta nice, blonde girl around. Also, sunshine does not flow out of her ass. It's not that I don't like Lulu; it's just that I don't like the way she's being portrayed. And the conflict with Maxie. Lulu really has no place taking the high ground (Dillon/Georgie break-up sound familiar?). And Elizabeth. OMG. Sam has her pegged pretty well. And the horrible, horrible thing? Nobody but the "bad girls" see her for who she is. Grrr...